urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazycna4 crazycna4 crazycna4 2006-10-28T23:46:46Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazycna4:41990 2006-10-28T23:46:46Z 2006-10-28T23:46:46Z Greensboro has been treating me well...better than I expected...I have been avioding Charlotte for obivous reasons but saw my parents not to long ago...got my MCAT scores back..they were okay...but not good enough for me...I'll be taking it again in January to make myself feel better...school is good...work is good...new woman...she is fabulous...can't complain...miss you guys in Charlotte...mabye I'll see you guys at Caribou around thanksgiving even though I am supposed to go to the beach with my parents for a week..sounds more like a disaster than I vacation...but we all get through things...hope to see everyone soon...L'Shalom urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazycna4:41791 2006-07-21T14:41:25Z 2006-07-21T14:41:25Z Well I"ve made it to GSO where everything seems a lot slower and no one seems to have a job...I started my new job last Monday at Moses Cone which is the only hospital in the area...it has been fun but very tiring..lots of potential to learn new things and encounter new situations...it's the county hospital so I expected stabbings and shootings within the near future...I finally got road runner today so I've been catching up on bills and emails...and I finally getting ready to head to Wal-Mart to get some things to fix the stove...it started smoking the other day when I turned it on so I cleaned the burners and need those little metal things that go under the burner...the electricity ate my iron the other night as I was ironing my clothes for work...I turned around for a minute and the iron started smoking and clicking...in the trash it will go this morning...I lived the first 4 days here without hot water which was interesting...but now its nice and hot...at times a little to hot for me...today I'm going to venture the library, post office and do some light shopping...after I return it will be more MCAT studying and drilling...I have four weeks to prepare for the biggest exam of my life...its not a test of knowledge but a test of brain power and the ability to think and make decisions about stuff you have no idea about...I'll be in Charlotte for the exam so I"ll stop by Caribou after to decompress a little....Hope all is well and I miss you guys...If anyone is interested in coming up here to visit let me know and I'll give you directions...I work nights so hit me up in the early evening....L'Shalom urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazycna4:41656 2006-07-13T02:32:27Z 2006-07-13T02:32:27Z Well I'm finally moving in two days back to Greensboro...I am really excited but yet really sad...I had my last day at the hospital on sunday which ended in tears...I felt like I was leaving part of my life behind...the good news is I start my new job on Monday so I don't really have much time to dwell on the sadness..actually the truth is I've locked myself in the house since monday only leaving to go to school or to meet my dad...I've started to move my stuff into my new place and will have internet by next friday...that is if I can figure out the road runner section on the internet...school starts some time in the middle of august and I am scheduled to take the MCAT also in August...I'm hoping I do well I must admit I haven't studied much with summer school and planning the move...Anyway I plan on keeping in touch either through livejournal or myspace...if you want to find me in myspace my name is "mamie" pretty creative..HUH...hope all is well and I'll see everyone on my random trips to Charlotte....<br /><br />L'Shalom urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazycna4:41327 2006-03-18T00:40:10Z 2006-03-18T00:40:10Z Well the weekend is well underway...I'm getting ready to meet my dad for coffee and then off to caribou to hide in the back and get loads of homework done...I have a list of shit I need to do...it's great to be back in the swing of things...anyway my surgery is going to be in about two weeks or so...soon I will be back to normal...no more throwing up or getting up and down really slow..no more searing pain in the morning and throughout the day...I'm more worried about the recovery than the actual surgery...I have to stay home on bedrest for an entire week...my mom has already been planning on ways to tie me down for a week...but we all know I'll be back on my feet in two days and driving around trying to get on with my life...things in all of the other departments is going great...I finished my time at the bucks of star last night and picked up my last check today...wasn't much but it payed the car payment...so I work all weekend...saturday and sunday then off for a bunch of days but only because I have to go and get two crowns on tuesday after physics...fun fun...single as always...the best way to be...I've decieded that school is one thing I'm good at and I should stick with it...sitting in the back of the caribou with my headphones, a bucket of pencils and my rolex are all I need to get through life...eventually one day that will change but maybe I'll switch to those mechanical ones one day...Well off to meet dad...see ya'll soon..<br /><br />L'Shalom urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazycna4:41141 2006-03-12T22:46:39Z 2006-03-12T22:46:39Z I'm getting ready to leave for work and thought I would stop in and say hello!!!!I quit my job at Starbucks...my last day is on Thursday and I've been a little under the weather lately...the good news is I'll be around a lot more...no more of this working seven days a week bullshit...and maybe I'll make my way up to the caribou soon...hope all is well in LJ land and I promise to frequent this site more now that I have time...<br />L'Shalom urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazycna4:40786 2006-02-10T00:41:01Z 2006-02-10T00:41:01Z Ran into Julie last night in the midst of a drunken stupper...she is engaged to some dude that works with flowers...told some dude to suck my d*ck....it was a good night...I'm alright...promise... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazycna4:40673 2005-12-23T05:08:44Z 2005-12-23T05:08:44Z As 2005 comes to a close I am reflecting on all that has changed in my life....<br /><br />1. Julie is out of my life<br />2. I've got a new job at Starbucks<br />3. Moved out of my house and am now a landlord<br />4. Left nursing school to finish my BS in Chemistry and hopefully get into med school<br /><br />I'm sure there are others that I can't think of off the top of my head...I am a completly different person that I was a year ago....and change is good...just hard for me to do...<br /><br />I've been in my own little world lately with school and work and have been pushing a certain someone to the back burner...I feel like such an idiot and I feel like I can't call her because I'm embarrassed over the way I've treated her....I am such a horrible girl friend....forgive me sweetheart for being such an asshole....<br /><br />Got my first phone bill...it was one hundred seventy dollars and some change...they pro-rate to add the next months bill so it was really only fifty nine plus all the fucking text messages that nicky sent me....<br /><br />Hope all is well I'm working at the hospital for the next couple of days so I won't really be around...but I'm not really around anyway...<br /><br />L'Shalom we shall see eachother sometime soon. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazycna4:40265 2005-12-21T02:10:47Z 2005-12-21T02:10:47Z Well I feel like a total ass right now...I just woke up and haven't called anyone in days...even went so far as to turn the phone off this evening so I could get some sleep....I have 60 hours this week between both jobs and 54 next week without picking up anymore time...got to pay off christmas presents...<br /><br />Worked at the hospital all weekend and then starbuck this morning....I only took an hour nap but it was like every one and their sister called me while I was trying to sleep...I'm going to make an effort to return all of those phone calls this evening while I attempt to wrap presents...<br /><br />Well I'm opening tomorrow morning and then hopefully so sleep followed by this party I might go to with the girls from work..I'm trying to fit it with them...I don't want to be the "new girl" anymore...well see how it goes...they bought me a duct tape chain wallet for christmas that says "I love Shakira" on it....<br /><br />Well off to wrap presents...<br /><br />L'Shalom urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazycna4:40028 2005-12-18T16:08:29Z 2005-12-18T16:08:29Z Well I'm all out of the house...spent my friday evening drunk and cleaning...my tenant moved in yesterday...I think...she hasn't called or anything so I'm assuming....Mom's graduation went well....it was cold in the mountains...we spent most of the time fighting back and fourth....well I have a big week ahead of me...I'm working 61 hours between both jobs...have to buy books and pay the property taxes on the house...they are due in two weeks...but at least I don't have to pay the mortgage anymore...Anyway I'm going back to bed have to work tonight and monday night...hope all is well...I'll update more later...L'Shalom urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazycna4:39838 2005-12-14T04:08:35Z 2005-12-14T04:08:35Z Well thus begins another week in my life...I started the week off at the hospital working my back to back 12 hour shifts with starbucks in the middle somewhere...I have to work 8 hours in the morning followed by six at starbucks in the evening...I think I'm working every other day at starbucks this week....which leads me to an interesting twist to my already busy life....<br /><br />I rented out the townhouse and the people want to move in this weekend...dad tells me today....they are signing everything and want to move in ASAP...so I have to call and get a U-Haul to get all of the furniture out...they signed a six month lease with an option to buy at the end of the lease...guess we'll see what happens....so needless to say I only have to make one more mortgage payment and then they will pay it for me....I guess that makes me a landlord or slumlord...which ever seems more appropriate...<br /><br />School is over....thank fucking god...didn't think I was going to make it through...grades aren't all posted yet so I'm not sure how I did....I think i"m somewhere around 3.7 but not to sure...I'm planning on working a lot and reading great books...just finished my first for the break...it was called "with or without you"...it's a lesbian fiction novel...I suggesst it to anyone who likes to read...it actually reminded me of someone on my LJ friends list....going to start the next one here in about five minutes....updating was the little intermission between books....<br /><br />Hope all is well with everyone....I will update within the next few days or at the end of the week.<br /><br />L'Shalom urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazycna4:39532 2005-12-09T08:17:12Z 2005-12-09T08:17:12Z Just got home from work..well actually Skyland...we went there after work and ate..we had a good time....took a final exam on Monday morning..showed up really late because we lost power and I woke up when the exam started...Have my last exam on Monday morning and then done for the semester...guess I will just have to work more and save money for books...I only have three weeks to buy books and holiday presents....can't figure out if I'm going to send out Christmas cards this year or not...it takes a long time to sign and mail them out....grandma is coming to town on Tuesday...going to pick her up from the airport on Tuesday morning after work....and then come home and sleep for a long time....anyway going to type my notes for class and read a book....hope all is well....L'Shalom urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazycna4:39421 2005-12-07T09:32:05Z 2005-12-07T09:32:05Z Well I just got home from work...those 12 hour shifts still kick my ass...the good news is I'm not that pissed anymore...don't get me wrong I'm still mad....I guess I just cant believe someone could have the balls to talk shit about me and not even have the balls to say things to my face...anyway...<br /><br />My work chirtmas party is on friday...kind of forgot about it...maybe I did that on purpose...my supervisor is bringing her boyfriend who I want to meet...she is a real big yankee and this guy puts up with her shit...she kind of mad me laugh...I asked her if I needed to bring my badge with me if I was going to go and she was like "everyone knows who you are...EVERYONE" guess I have made one hell of a name for myself...<br /><br />All day I've had this horrible headache...convinced one of the doctors to acquire some Motrin for me...he was so nice....I think that is why I'm doing my internship with him in the spring....<br /><br />I start finals in a few hours...I have my algebra final at 1100 and I'm planning on getting an "A"..always good to strive for the best....<br /><br />My "dinner" with amanda went well last night...we went to see nicky after dinner and made her sick with "our" skoal habit...was kind of nice to hang with someone that has the same habits as me...I was planning on kissing her when we returned but it didn't happen....I think I was a little nervous and she put the car in reverse when we got in the parking lot...not the invitation that I was expecting...but it will happen if it's gods will...<br /><br />My mom's graduation is in a little over a week...I must say I'm proud of her...getting her MBA and all...the college offered her a part-time teaching position for their master's program...she had a 4.0 at the end of it....she is a wonderful woman...I'm glad she is my mother...she motivates me to do wonderful things...<br /><br />Starbucks is going great...it's the best job in the world....I make coffee all day and I get a discount and a free pound of coffee every week as a "markout"...I've learned much about coffee and have learned the fine art of tasting coffee...it is quite a process....<br /><br />Well I should go to bed and get some rest before my final and then off to work if I don't get called off...our census is down for a little bit till around Christmas....<br /><br />Hope all is well for everyone.....L'Shalom urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazycna4:39158 2005-12-06T18:50:59Z 2005-12-06T18:50:59Z I am writing this entry to certain someone....you will know who you are when you read this and feel free to comment back or call me..<br /><br />As I layed in bed last night I recieved a phone call saying that "one of my friends thinks I'm a bad person". Now I shouldn't be pissed seeing how this statement came from someone who has no self control but it made me furious....<br /><br />I have never did anything mean to you...I let you in my house...gave you a place to fuck all of those women on my couch...never requested that you do anything but give me rent every once in awhile...The only thing I didn't give you was myself...I'm sorry I couldn't give you that...<br /><br />The fact that you sit there and talk shit about me makes me think less of you as a person...I actually thought you were something of a person...but now you don't even exsist to me...<br /><br />However, I encourage you to come out this weekend just to see if you have the balls to say this shit to my face...I know you won't and will try and be my best friend while you have your "love of your life" around your arm....You know the girl that doesn't give a damn about you but likes to drag you along like a puppy.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazycna4:38899 2005-12-03T06:05:42Z 2005-12-03T06:05:42Z I just finished shoving five hard shell tacos from taco bell into my mouth in under five minutes...working both jobs this week and school was a little tiring....I saw my mom for the first time, other that her drop-in at starbucks, in around four days....school ends in a week...I have exams next week and then I"m finished...guess it will give me an excuse to work more...with 65 hours this week with school the possiblities are endless...<br /><br />I must admit I have been feeling a little mentally unstable the past week...it may be the lack of sleep and over abundance of drive-thru fast food and nicotine...I've been contemplating taking the valium in the bathroom just to get a good nights rest before I have to go to work in the evening....<br /><br />Starbucks is going great...I never saw myself as the foodservice retail kind of girl but everyone I work with is awesome...they are like a little coffee family...the free coffee is a better perk then the pay check...I brought home an entire bag of christmas blend last night...the uniform is great...no scrubs...no coming home feeling like the whole world shit on you...no more adult diapers to change....but then its time to go back to the hospital...<br /><br />My mothers graduation is in two weeks...she is so excited....I am excited for her...I've been saving up to buy her this tiffany's ring that matches the braclet I bought her for her b-day last year...hopefully I'll get the time to go and pick it up....thank god it's only a hundred bucks...things are still really tight even with two jobs....tuition, car payments, mortgage for a house I dont live in, HOA, etc....Hopefully the house will rent soon so I don't have to pay for it anymore....<br /><br />Anyway I'm going to put my clothes away and read my "Oprah" book club book...it's called "I know this much is true"...it's actually a really good book...kind of long though...but hey it keeps me out of trouble with the ladies....<br /><br />Shalom Alcheim urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazycna4:38496 2005-11-29T06:00:15Z 2005-11-29T06:00:15Z Nixon and I are laying in the bed...I am debating whether it is time to go to sleep or not...I've been up since yesterday morning at 1000. I've been working my ass off since I got back from the beach. I'm scheduled for 61 hours this week between both jobs....I can't wait till I'm not full time at the hospital....I got punched in the boob last night by a confused old men...I asked him if he wanted me to punch him in the scrotum...He didn't do it again....Starbucks was awesome today...my parents came into visit me...my mother said she hasn't seen me this happy in awhile...my job is perfect for me...and it's training me to work at the waffle house...I'm learning to call orders...Tomorrow night I"m going to starbucks school downtown...it's five hours of tasting coffee and pastries and other shit...I'm going to school to work at starbucks...hmmmmm...school ends in another week...I must say I'm excited about the end of the semester....I've worked really hard with work and school a nice report card would be the best present in the world...Anyway nixon and I are going to retire for the evening...just a reminder..please don't text message me...it's fucking expensive to recieve them and I can't not accept them...L'Shalom urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazycna4:38365 2005-11-25T04:13:54Z 2005-11-25T04:13:54Z Happy Thanksgiving everyone...the beach is great and the weather is wonderful..with my parents and their friends from florida....hope everyone is having a good holiday....I'll be back in town on saturday...working the next seven days between starbucks and the hospital...L'Shalom urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazycna4:37639 2005-11-17T10:05:50Z 2005-11-17T10:05:50Z Just got home from work and finished typing this article for journalism class that is due tomorrow. Got a nextel phone online two days ago it will be here in the afternoon. I'll post my direct connect info of LJ for those of you with nextel.My number will still be the same. Hope all is well and maybe I'll see you guys at caribou in the evening time. L'Shalom urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazycna4:37456 2005-11-14T14:53:41Z 2005-11-14T14:53:41Z So I just finished my interview at Starbucks...the hell with all of you that didn't think I was actually going to go work at Starbucks...anyway I am waiting for them to call me and tell me when my first day is....I got the job....I am a barista!!!!I wish they would call me soon so that I could go to sleep...worked last night and I'm damn tired....working on this article for journalism class still but it was originally due today and she cancelled the appointment...gave me an extra three days to pull this shit together...I will be at caribou working on it tonight after my nap....anyway got to go...L'Shalom urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazycna4:37162 2005-11-10T16:41:38Z 2005-11-10T16:41:38Z Well just got home from school....it was nice seeing people at the bou last night...I think fun was had by all..damn I can't believe that girl was only 14!!!!well off to fill out my starbucks application....I'm turning it in on Friday..that would be tommorrow....thanks for all those that listened to me last night...damn I hate women sometimes...you get them out of your life and then allow them in just a little and they manage to fuck everything up for the entire day....anyway got to run...<br /><br />L'Shalom urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazycna4:36953 2005-11-08T16:53:05Z 2005-11-08T16:53:05Z Well I'm doing laundry so I'm forced to stay awake....actually I just woke up...the MEDIC assessment kicked my ass something awful...<br /><br />As I expected it was less than optimal...my medical patient was dead when I got there....go figure....and my trauma patient had guts shooting out of it...out of the 30 of us that showed up only ten of us passed the test...you would think it wouldn't have take till noon to finish all the parts...anyway I slept the whole rest of the day...<br /><br />Woke up and went with my parents to wendy's...can I just say that eating Chili from wendys and then going for a run is a really bad idea....anyway I made it almost all the way to the old harris teeter on rae road and had to turn around...talk about run for your life...<br /><br />I went to bring the ring in that julie gave me for my birthday yesterday and one of the diamonds had fallen out...instead of repairing it they gave me a new one....holy shit....not bad customer service...anyway I have to bring it back to get it customized like the original...<br /><br />Julie and I are talking again...but mostly in a friends way....we have been out a couple of times and had a few beers...it's been nice...we are actually very friendly and not so bitter...less bitter that I thought things would be...<br /><br />Life at home is okay...mom and dad are still fighting like cats and dogs all of the time....but dad is getting me a job at starbucks.....yeah....mamie's dream job....anyway got to get ready for work...<br /><br />L'Shalom urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazycna4:36718 2005-11-05T05:31:54Z 2005-11-05T05:31:54Z I finally took out the braids last night...my bathroom is a hair club for men members dream...you could make three or four wigs with the hairs just on the floor....<br /><br />well two days till the MEDIC assessment center...as the time gets closer I'm starting to freak out...I plan on doing it the first time although I have had much disencouragement from some people...but hey all I can do is try my best and be as prepared as I can....<br /><br />I just ordered this cool ring in hebrew of this website...we will see if it's all I've expected...it's kind of cool...it's a hammered silver ring with a quote from the woman of valor prayer...although I find that prayer extremly outdated there are still good parts to it...<br /><br />Finally got my tuition check from work so I can register on Monday for the spring semester....I plan on taking some harder classes this spring...trying to callenge myself and keep myself occupied so I won't do anything else that I would normally consider stupid...<br /><br />So a friend at school suggested that I look at this porn site because the girls are hot...it's called suicidegirls.com...I'm not really into porn so someone reading this check it out and tell me how it is...<br /><br />Well I'm off to bed I have a headache and my arm is numb...so see ya'll soon<br /><br />L'Shalom urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazycna4:36481 2005-11-01T04:19:43Z 2005-11-01T04:19:43Z Happy Pagan Holiday....actually this used to be my favorite holiday...I remember when I went trick-or-treating as a drunk nun in high school...I was getting candy drunk and smoking malboro red's in ballantyne county club...twas most fun....<br /><br />Well I'm up working on this damn article I have to write for class...amazingly enough it is going well..I'm starting to get all of the interviews together and printing out background articles...i can't believe it's time to register for next semester again...damn tuition is due soon...anyway enough of that...<br /><br />Less than a week till the MEDIC assessment center...I've been studying like a dog all weekend...and at work...<br /><br />Worked last night...one of the worst nights I've ever had at the hospital...it was so busy I barely sat down...I ate dinner at 0700 this morning from the middle of the night...came home showered and went straight to school...I finally laid down at 1400 and took a little nap before dinner...now i'm wide the fuck awake and I need to go to sleep soon if I"m going to make it to school tomorrow...I'm making an effort to go to all my classes this week even though I think they're bullshit...<br /><br />I'm going to try and make it to the bou this week even if it's after work...I've been missing that place...all the laughs and smoke...the queer people...whether gay or straight...<br /><br />Well off to keep working on school work...working towards a common goal...getting the fuck out of Charlotte and off to medical school... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazycna4:36170 2005-10-30T06:48:41Z 2005-10-30T06:48:41Z It's 2am and i just finished mopin' the floor in the kitchen....wow...I think i'm looking for things to keep me awake...I have to stay awake till at least four and with the time change it seems extra long....I've cleaned just about everything...I even did math problems for three hours...speaking of which...my mother thinks my pencil "habit" is getting out of hand....last week I bought 954 pencils from ebay....you would think that would satisfy my need for pencils...well it didn't...I went to the dollar tree today and bought more...I don't think it's that big of an issue...but she does....it could be worse...I could be buying crack instead!!!!<br /><br />Wen't to goodwill today to....it's funny all the signs are in spanish...does anyone speak english anymore????I was lost in there....I don't speak or read spanish....anyway got some cool stuff there but it took forever cause I didn't know what the fucking sign said....<br /><br />Drove mom around most of the night....took her anywhere she asked me to...it actually wasn't that bad until she told me the reason my uncle doesn't talk to her is because my aunt's sister saw me at gay pride and they are hiding her queerness...that makes so much sense...go mom...one for the educated team....<br /><br />Mom has also decided if the house doesn't sell we are going to rent it out...so I guess that would make me a landlord....damn....just like old times but I think I'll be a little more strict with rent and who I let through the door...actually come to think about it I don't give a fuck who moves in I'm just ready to get rid of it....<br /><br />Well I'm going to smoke and read my book that I bought last week at B&N...more medical thrillers...think I would get enough of that shit at work....one week till the MEDIC assessment center.....I keep studying and studying...I am determined to get that job dammit....<br /><br />L'Shalom urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazycna4:35666 2005-10-25T03:16:43Z 2005-10-25T03:16:43Z Sanremo 2005 I just got back from caribou....twas my weekly outing to the public places....I actually got a lot of studying done...ran into Chris which is always a pleasure and a half...holy shit it's fucking cold....I had to wear my fleece...although the girls at work tell me fleece is out...fuck them I'm a lesbian....<br /><br />Mom had this dinner party last night at the house...I was expecting to have to be on my best behavior but turns out her friends from work weren't all that bad...I think they are all gay...that helped...the lady sitting next to me kept looking at my thighs and smiling....was a little uncomfortable...I kept thinking "why are you staring at me...I don't know you and you don't know where those legs have been" the truth is they haven't been anywhere lately...almost at the half way point of my abstinence....it has been the best cleansing process that I could ever have imagined....anyway.....mom's friend was hot and she invited me to her party on Saturday...some halloween party thing....then she invited mom....I think I'll drop mom off at the party and go get a cup of coffee or a beer of some type while she plays with her friends....<br /><br />Work this weekend wasn't all that bad...worked in the ER on Sunday...my unit closed down and they needed someone to work....so i ran down there...hot nurse works there on the weekends....we had fun and a bunch of laughs....<br /><br />I have loads of tests this week at school and it's almost time to register for another semester which means tuition to pay and books to buy...but CPCC has this tuition plan thing where you don't have to pay for all of it at once....will be nice.....<br /><br />Well off to do some homework and type this memo....see ya'll soon...<br /><br />L'Shalom Shalom Alchiem urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazycna4:35372 2005-10-22T04:11:29Z 2005-10-22T04:11:29Z Well I'm laying in bed right now....just finished paying all the bills online....I don't think I ever want to write another check...online banking can get addicting....<br /><br />The girls from work went to blowing rock this evening for the railroad thingy....I stayed behind thinking I would get some sleep before work tommorrow....damn I was wrong...I think it's sometime after midnight....<br /><br />So this girl I work with suggested I meet people online...so I just went on planet out and filled out the search thing...it came up with no matches...so I guess the perfect "friend" for me is not on planetout.com.....maybe she is on another web site I know nothing about....<br /><br />Got my MEDIC stuff today....I am to report on the sixth of november for assessment...wish me luck...I'm a little nervous but I should do fine...I know most of that shit by heart anyway....I even use it sometimes....but I am going to start reviewing....<br /><br />Work is going okay....been pulling 60 hour work weeks along with school...nevertheless I haven't really been around for any socialization....I am going to try to work on that in the coming months....it's hard to keep friends when you don't ever communicate with them....but hey miracles happen...I want to make it out to the bou soon....Sunday night is looking like a good canidate...but with gas and the drive from moms it takes much motivation to get there....<br /><br />My hair is still braided....I gelled it down not to long ago with this protien shit...it smelled nice but stained my hands a weird shade of brown....hmmmmm...<br /><br />A couple funny things....My Degree died the other day....it fell out of the container and died a horrible death in the litter box...nixon and I were not happy...she had no where to shit and I had no deoderant.....so I had to go and buy some more after work...I used that Tag crap that is like Axe but not really....and went to work....I think I put to much on.....I smelled like a N.Y. cab....<br /><br />A patient asked me if I was "african american" today....when I said no she was like are you from "Iraq"?....she kept going I think my hair confused her a little....but she made me laugh just a little....<br /><br />Why does the cat have to take a shit every time you change her litter? I think it is some type of punishment towards all cat owners....<br /><br />Other than that life at moms is okay...actually its kind of nice...I'm updating my LJ in bed and sleeping in a king size bed....my 954 pencils I bought on Ebay will be here momentarily...most excited....I only paid 30 bucks....I know it sounds funny that I bought pencils...but hey you can find anything on ebay!!!!!<br /><br />Well I'm off for now.....L'Shalom....Shalom Alchiem